I only put this stuff I made a year ago (previous posts) to show how much my views have changed in a year. It's an alright improvement - though you'd have to actually know me to see anything drastic.
Soooo... I'm not going to be giving much focus to my blog(s). I have to give more focus to my own character, as I'm still working on my own self development. Not because of spiritual reasons. Not because of an agenda already being followed by many. Simply because the experiences I have gone through are pushing me towards this life path.
May you all take care, and read my stuff on my latest post (Daily Take), if you have the time. It gives a little insight as to how the world's agenda is working in everyone's lives. I'll update y'all next year.
I'm out. Peace.
Sunday, June 7, 2015
Monday, June 1, 2015
Change
Good morning.
I've been extra busy lately. It's the Imani program; the life skills training. It's been, pretty damn great so far. I've, learned things about myself that I never knew. I had my suspicions, but I never really embraced it... up until now. It's a bittersweet victory to be frank. Sad that I never knew; happy that I know now. I feel off a bit. The life skills training has me changing my point of view in life. This is serious, and yet it's all for the best.
How did I grow so distant? So... strayed.... Truth is, I don't even know how this happened. And all it took was a week with a wonderful woman. She's changing everyone's pov. Making us more comfy and outspoken. I feel sorry for everyone who doesn't get the chance for this type of training. Still... it bothers me that I've been living on the wrong ideals... I wasn't that far off, but I wasn't there.
Well, she is the professional. I'm just a trainee. Learn wisely from your master, young padiwan.
lol I am not a hardcore star wars fan, just so you know. Things can only last for so long - personalities, events, locations, governments, etc....
So, I guess that's it for this nerd today. Off to fight more demons in my head.
I've been extra busy lately. It's the Imani program; the life skills training. It's been, pretty damn great so far. I've, learned things about myself that I never knew. I had my suspicions, but I never really embraced it... up until now. It's a bittersweet victory to be frank. Sad that I never knew; happy that I know now. I feel off a bit. The life skills training has me changing my point of view in life. This is serious, and yet it's all for the best.
How did I grow so distant? So... strayed.... Truth is, I don't even know how this happened. And all it took was a week with a wonderful woman. She's changing everyone's pov. Making us more comfy and outspoken. I feel sorry for everyone who doesn't get the chance for this type of training. Still... it bothers me that I've been living on the wrong ideals... I wasn't that far off, but I wasn't there.
Well, she is the professional. I'm just a trainee. Learn wisely from your master, young padiwan.
lol I am not a hardcore star wars fan, just so you know. Things can only last for so long - personalities, events, locations, governments, etc....
So, I guess that's it for this nerd today. Off to fight more demons in my head.
The theory of nothing
So, in the serious science community, a few respected physicists are arguing that reality is an illusion, and everything is nothingness. It sounds ridiculous at first and, I still don't get it myself, but, these respected physicists are putting their lives reputations on line for this weird belief. Now if you're going so far, as to use scientific means for your beliefs, then damn.... it must be something worth fighting for.
Now what's been stumping me lately is life. It's not the same stuff that I'll usually be speaking about. No. It's just that, every time I think I have life figured out, it always throws something at me that makes me lose track of reality - swing off course to the roots of everything. Back to the drawing board, again. I'm going to go, for now, with the theory of nothing. Everything is not what it seems. Nothing is real. What's real is nothing. When you ask me a question, I just don't know that answer.
Alright. Don't take it so literally. I mean damn, who does that? Don't be crazy now. I'm just confused right now, and nothing is making sense, pun unintended. Nothing really is making the most sense right now. I just don't know anymore, so I won't over think it, or come up with some marvelous plan, or any fancy explanation... I'm just gonna relax in the fact that nothing is the reality... Certain things beyond my control and willpower, and I just have to let things be. So be it.
Night.
Now what's been stumping me lately is life. It's not the same stuff that I'll usually be speaking about. No. It's just that, every time I think I have life figured out, it always throws something at me that makes me lose track of reality - swing off course to the roots of everything. Back to the drawing board, again. I'm going to go, for now, with the theory of nothing. Everything is not what it seems. Nothing is real. What's real is nothing. When you ask me a question, I just don't know that answer.
Alright. Don't take it so literally. I mean damn, who does that? Don't be crazy now. I'm just confused right now, and nothing is making sense, pun unintended. Nothing really is making the most sense right now. I just don't know anymore, so I won't over think it, or come up with some marvelous plan, or any fancy explanation... I'm just gonna relax in the fact that nothing is the reality... Certain things beyond my control and willpower, and I just have to let things be. So be it.
Night.
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