The theory of nothing

So, in the serious science community, a few respected physicists are arguing that reality is an illusion, and everything is nothingness. It sounds ridiculous at first and, I still don't get it myself, but, these respected physicists are putting their lives reputations on line for this weird belief. Now if you're going so far, as to use scientific means for your beliefs, then damn.... it must be something worth fighting for.

Now what's been stumping me lately is life. It's not the same stuff that I'll usually be speaking about. No. It's just that, every time I think I have life figured out, it always throws something at me that makes me lose track of reality - swing off course to the roots of everything. Back to the drawing board, again. I'm going to go, for now, with the theory of nothing. Everything is not what it seems. Nothing is real. What's real is nothing. When you ask me a question, I just don't know that answer.

Alright. Don't take it so literally. I mean damn, who does that? Don't be crazy now. I'm just confused right now, and nothing is making sense, pun unintended. Nothing really is making the most sense right now. I just don't know anymore, so I won't over think it, or come up with some marvelous plan, or any fancy explanation... I'm just gonna relax in the fact that nothing is the reality... Certain things beyond my control and willpower, and I just have to let things be. So be it.

Night.